January 2012
Feels like I'm losing either way
flightstix:
Try, and feel like shit
Don’t try, still feel like shit
Either way, I still look like shit.
But please give me credit, I’m trying so hard these days, it feels like I’m going to explode. My brain too. Please give me a break tmrw. Please please please. I’m in so much pain, physically and mentally. Just, please.
I feel so sad, broken, guilty, stupid. I can’t imagine how you must be feeling now. But one thing’s for sure: I won’t forgive myself until you do — how could I possibly? I really do think we could have been something, I still think we can. If only you could just give me a second chance, I swear that’s all I need.
